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10 entries back [10 Aug 2007|12:30pm] [ mood | distressed ] Approximately 10 entries previously written before this one I complained about life and how badly I wanted to get out and move on. I'm in the position I always wished for at this very moment but now I take it back. It's goodbye to this house, to my pets, to my family, to my friends, to everything I know best. I have so many insecurities about moving and the days won't give me time to solve them. I am still a kid and it's always been hard for me to admit that to myself. Now all I want is for someone to hold my hand and guide me. Good luck to me and my new life. 18 days until my life drastically changes. I will make the best of it. I hope for the best. 1 comments post a comment

Rollercoasters [20 Feb 2007|02:36pm] [ mood | anxious ] ( Read more... ) post a comment

[19 Feb 2007|02:09pm] [ mood | indifferent ] I don't remember the last couple of days at all. I like this weather too much. I couldn't imagine how miserable I would feel right now if it was bright and sunny outside. Anyways, as of right now I am so ready to leave. I know everywhere people are the same as long as I'm the same...but that's not what I'm worried about and at least then I am not "committed" to these people..I don't know if that's the right word. That's what it feels like. I always get so sad when my sister leaves. I should have left with her last night. Well I'm glad I'll be the one to leave this time. post a comment

I found the first book... [17 Feb 2007|11:50am] [ mood | anxious ] I ever made. "The Wedding Bug" Oh my god, I can't stop laughing. I was such a clever little girl. post a comment

[12 Feb 2007|03:48pm] [ mood | complacent ] I am going to start using this thing again. So in other words....I'm back! ( Read more... ) post a comment

[13 Oct 2006|03:47pm] I gotta say........I miss the old times. ( Read more... ) post a comment

[03 Sep 2006|11:19pm] [ mood | listless ] I want a clean canvas, in every and any way that you can interpret that. 5 comments post a comment

[11 May 2006|09:56pm] my unfinished painting ( Read more... ) 5 comments post a comment

[25 Apr 2006|01:45am] yes I started smoking again it was good while it lasted I'll tell you that but I'd rather know and appreciate myself then have regrets about the past 420 it's been the worst and best past 2 weeks 4 comments post a comment

[15 Mar 2006|09:15pm] [ mood | good ] Everything is going good, I'm totally happy with the small amount of good friends I have right now, I feel like I have more of myself to give. I like it better that way....although I won't deny that I am going to miss all the old times. 1 comments post a comment

[13 Mar 2006|04:34am] [ mood | pleased ] Why is life so goddamn strange? 2 comments post a comment

[02 Mar 2006|05:04am] Life is treating me very kindly lately. I've come to terms with all my faults and the mistakes I made in the past. I'm proud of myself for getting out of that sticky situation as soon as possible.. 4 comments post a comment

[15 Feb 2006|04:02am] [ mood | indifferent ] The only good thing about valentines day is I got Bob Marley fest tickets, a teddy bear and a rose other than that it blows ( Read more... ) 6 comments post a comment

[05 Feb 2006|06:12am] bored 10 comments post a comment

a lot of pictureeees [18 Jan 2006|05:12am] [ mood | content ] This weekend turned out to be a good one (  Los Angeles ) post a comment

[29 Dec 2005|09:12pm] [ mood | anxious ] I thought you should know... I got a new camera so I'll probably start using this thing again I just have to wait to figure out how to use the uploading plug?.. I feel unbeliveably anxious and annoyed for no reason at all, I think it's time to start hanging out with all girls again because I think it's boys that are making me sick 5 comments post a comment

[13 Nov 2005|12:39pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | craftwork- the model ] ( Read more... ) 3 comments post a comment

[07 Oct 2005|05:30pm] [ mood | curious ] I've been thinking alot lately. I'm absolutely grateful for everything that has happened to me. God is good. I met Eric and he is honestly the funniest, nicest person I have ever met in my life. I bet you'd agree too. wow is the word that describes him. this is good, because I needed a new friend in my life. 6 comments post a comment

[03 Oct 2005|08:41am] [ mood | high ] I really want to go back to eastlake for the obvious reasons some old and new pictures of my conceited ass..... ( Read more... ) 8 comments post a comment

[02 Oct 2005|02:34am] [ mood | blah ] I need way to many things right now My selfishness wants to yell at some people pretty badly but I know that's stupid 2 comments post a comment

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